Monday, November 7, 2011

tok tok tok tok !!
Anyone here? :p
okay this would be a quick and short text update tonight. just something to write. this maybe a lil bit creepy and weirdo, but huh! this is me :) i'm depressed a bit, and need to be let go.i truly having a worst day lately.. but now i'm back. so lets straight to the point.  i was merely a loser & a loner. Okay i'd said this before. im a small lil girl and a big cry baby (sometimes in situation that i shouldn't to =,=) with tough looks on the outside but pretty weak inside. spent the most of time regretting something unnecessary. being unfair to myself & others. but now i've come to my senses. its time to face the world once again. with bravery & anger. :) AGAIN




its time to live the life again. life is nothing without lessons & pain. grief can drive us crazy but its also make us tougher.  and i'm truly won't take for a granted about love issue after this. I'm not giving up, but i think its enough for me to hurt innocence person. and also my "filthy little heart "=,= i'm enough once experience it, and a bit enough to be the best for someone one day. i mean, oooooooooooooooooooooooone day . I really mean it. im not ready for those things yet anymore & all i cared now is to live and move on. it's true when we love someone and we have to let them go. it's the damnly hurt feeling you might ever felt. and i'm humble saying this, do appreciate someone you love before you lost them. or you might attack by natural depression. @ Gila. before you lost your sanity, please remain to your self, don't just take it for granted and hopeless i mean, don't put your 100% hoping that he/she's the one for ever. coz sometimes there's a thing that out of control. dugaan dalam bercinta itu banyak. so silalah HARGAI orang yang mencintai anda betul2. thats all. hah! i tell yaa! i'm a bit depressed. i just wanna let it go. so, have a nice day fellass :)



p/s : Read with patient and anxiety because i told you so. hee.  :)

8 comments:

Mohd Azizi said...

dtg feelin diaaaa mlm niii. kick the day natha!!!!

Natha said...

haha! anda patuh dengan arahan! i like :p

Jenifer Wong said...

sy tidak hargai org yg sy syg. now he already has someone new :(

Natha said...

sakit kan bila hal nie terjadi :( i know hows ur felt. even org yg sy syg sy xtau oredy have someone else atau x, but its still hurt me, coz someday msti ada pngganti kita kn.. :( sdia seja la :')

Jenifer Wong said...

saaaaanaaaaaaaaaagat sakit,:( sy kasi break dia last two days. smlm, dia sdh ada bru. sy masii syg dia. budunya sy.. :(

Natha said...

but sometimes we just need to move on and forget about the past. bp mnyesal pn xda guna lagi kalau mcm tu suda :( i know truly hows ur felt. unexplainable but i know deeply how was that feel. and now, menyesal pn xda guna. itu FACT YANG PALING SUSAH MAU TERIMA. only god knows it. depends on situation la. sabar jak la jen :(

Jenifer Wong said...

yala, betul juga. menyesal pun tda guna. huhu. i hv to accept it. time will heal :) tulaa, sabar ja la. mau sedih2 pun tda guna sdh juga. tq natha :)

Natha said...

Love takes time to heal when you're hurting so much :) everything is about time. ur welcome babe. sama2 lalui bnda yg sama kn :) be strong, and don't forget to smile :)